Mom and dad's HAPPINESS.

It was a hard and devastating week for me. 
Seeing your parents at their weakest moment.
Makes my heart melt.
If only I could always wear my protective shell of numbness.
I would. But, I can't..
It sucks. When you wanted to help them, but the only thing that you could do is to cheer them up.


The last time, Mom just hugged me tightly. So tight that I can't breath.
"Mag papalakas ako para sa'yo at kay daddy mo." I just don't know how to react from it. I knew my mom was crying the whole time she was hugging me. Actually, it was a very ackward moment for me. I don't want to show my mom that I'm weak. Dad said, not to be one. So I'd swear to myself not to show any weakness. But, it was hard to act that your "Okay", I wanted to burst out in tears. 


The same with my dad. He's much tougher than my mom. Of course, he should be. The last few lines I remembered when the 3 of us talked, "We love you." Short but a very sincere and meaningful line. I like my dad for his positivity. I guess, his marketing career helped him to be one. 


It was the hardest moment of our lives right now. 
But, I know one day. It will end up very soon. 
Hoping for the best not just for my self.
But, for the sake of my mom and dad's "HAPPINESS".